Your messages keep appearing in my mind . Why Oh Why ?
I tried forgetting you but i just can't .
I guess my love for you is too strong .
Frankly speaking , i still love you alot eventhough i
know you me and you can never be together again .
I miss seeing your messages in my phone .
You Oh You ~
I seriously regret sending my phone for repair .
See lah , now what happened .
Every single thing about you is gone .
Why ?
Why must [ insert name ] let you know me ?
Why must you hurt my feelings ?
Why must you play with my feelings ?
What wrong have i done to you ?
I tried every single thing to make you happy
but why must i get this in return ?
Why this ?!
I tried loving another guy but i just can't .
I don't know how can i still be in love with you after what
you have done to me .
Do you know that i was shocked when i get to know
that you played with my feelings ?
I love you so much and this is what i get in the end .
I remembered , we suffered alot just to be with each other .
We tried everything just to be with each other .
We sacrificed alot just to be with each other .
After all our hardwork , you wanna leave just like that ?
How could you .
I wasn't in love with you when i first knew you but
after a long time ,
you managed to capture my heart .
I thought you were sincere and you ain't like those guys out there .
But i was wrong .
Why must you choose her over me ?
Why ?!
I cried the whole day just because i miss you .
Only alyssa know my feelings towards you .
She knew everything .
I was crying when i told her what happened between us .
Why must you treat me so badly ?
Even if you wanted a break with me ,
You should have atleast done it in a proper way .
Not like this .
You shouldn't have played with my feelings .
Why must it be like this ?
I leave you with her because i want you to be happy .
It's not that i don't love you anymore .
I just want you to be with the one you love most .
I will do anything just to see you happy .
Eventhough i know this break up thing was last year .
But i seriously , sumpah , swear that i can't forget
what you have done to me .
I know i'm just being pathetic because i'm not over
with this break up thing .
I've never been hurt before and how could you be the first guy ?
How could you be the first guy that played with my feelings after 12
years ?
I didn't expect you to be the first guy .
What i have now about you is only the date we knew each other .
I miss you and your friends alot .
I swear .
You guys brighten up my day
with your stupid lame jokes .
Hehs ~
Your name used to exist in my life
but know , there's nomore you .
I miss the romantic days with you .
Why must i go through this ?
I didn't even ask for it .
Just so you know ,
i will love you and i will always will .
Goodbyes !
