Bhy , ai remembered it all .
Ai remembered how you lied to me .
Ai forgive you for lying to me ,
But ai cant forgive you for having to test your love for me .
You made the decision to leave me .
Ai wanted to be someone you could come to ,
But you choose not to care and to act like ai wasnt there .
Its really hard for me to love somebody else after what you have done to me .
Those nights were mostly spent thinking of you and also crying for you .
Ai tried loving some other guys to end my emptiness .
But only you that could fill up that emptiness .
Nothing or nobody else could mend my broken heart .
But why must you fool me ?
Why cant ai just accept the fact ?
Why cant my stubborn heart see ?
Why must you choose her over me ?
Ai cant answer all those questions because ai know ai cant .
Yooou see , its hard for me to let this feeling go .
Ai tried forgetting you , but ai cant :(
Because ai know , eventhough how hard ai tried ,
This feelings can never fade .
Ai didnt know you would fall for someone else .
Ai didnt know i would be suffering .
Maybe we werent meant to be together .
Ai miss talking on the phone with you till midnight .
Ai hope you still remember the date that we knew each other .
And ai still can remember how you ask me for stead * wink wink *
- The very first message that you send me , ' hello , nie ____ kawan ____ ' .
- You and _____ waited for me outside school just to meet me (:
- The day when we're at imm , dating (:
- When we're at the library , level 3 . You and ____ went to on th upin and ipin show . Eventhough its stupid , ai still find you cute (:
- When my group of friends and me were running after you , HAHA . That was so lame =.=
- When you were shy to ask me for the ___ in long john silver , HAHA (:
- 020708 , the date that we knew each other
- 021008 , the date when im attached with you
- 041108 , the date when you betray me
- 071108 , the date when ai ask for you break
I wrote down every single memories of you and me in a book .
Its because im scared , one day , ai might forget everything .
I promise i wont throw away that book till the end of my life .
Memories of you are killing me .
How can you leave me alone ?
How can you leave the memories we made ?
Ai swear , sumpah .. that ai miss your laughters and your jokes .
Ai miss the romantic days , ai miss every single day that was spend with you .
Why must 1 year pass so fast , and just like that ?
Ai still havent had enough spending time with you .
Ai wonder if ai will be able to love anyone as much as ai love you .
Was it worth the time we spent together ?
Was it ???
Was it worth the pain going through so many others , after my heart was shattered apart ?
For the pain still remains deep inside my heart ..
After 12 years of living , how could you be the first person to break my heart ?
You told me that you love me . But you lied
You promise me that you will never leave me . But you lied
You promise me that you will never play with my feelings . But you lied
All those promises are only white lies .
Why must you say all that to me if you know you're gonna lie to me .
I bet you dont even like meant every single word that you said to me .
Why must guys exist ? They only exists to hurt girls feelings .
Nevermind , like what ai've said just now .
Ai've forgiven you for lying to me .
But the pain in my heart can never be cured .
You left me just like that for that girl ?
Ai hope you're happy now (:
Ai hope one day we'll be able to meet again (:
To the guys that asked me for stead , im sorry for rejecting because im still not ready yet for a relationship . Im still heartbroken .
Im still gonna wait for you eventhough you broke my heart once .
Remember this _______ , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I ALWAYS WILL (:
Love , you heartbroken , ai pon heartbroken sehh ..
Kita 2 heartbroken , aiyoma ..
PS ; Some of the sentence was taken on internet , so yarr ..
Kkayy da bye (:
