I am . There's no more regrets .
But when I look at your pictures , it makes me think again on how much time I wasted to just talk to you . I should have done what I have done now earlier .
I miss talking to you and talking about th movie stars .
You are th only person who could talk to me about these kind of stuffs which makes it sound interesting .
I was overjoyed to talk to you .
I thought you would never leave me alone .
All these days I kept thinking .
When are we gonna talk again ?
When ?
I put my hopes to high .
I should have not done that .
Putting my hopes to high makes me like one idiotic fool .
Days , weeks pass but still .
No word from you . Is this all i get ?
I miss you guy , I really do .
I tried to cheer myself up by not thinking of you .
But im not strong enough .
Do you know how hard it is to do that .
Not thinking of you is like not eating for a whole month .
Maybe you just dont realize that I really do love you .
I do .
It's hard for em to let you go . Im trying .
But i just cant ,
